alan: the beginning and the end

painful and free
simple and knowing
empty and lying
rain falls, songs on the cd
sand and surf
car rides and picnics
fire and tv
hotels, motels and bathtubs
beds, trunk, and arms
Chicago, Toledo and Detroit
beer, dope, and cigarettes
vcr, pornos, concerts and roses
hugs, kisses and intimate moments
secrets, lies and betrayal
clingy, possessive, demanding
soul mates…
being alone